Teen feels ‘immense flood of joy’
during Christian Leadership Institute
By Susan
Gates
Ever since
my grandma died last year, the song “Jesus Loves Me” causes me to cry. My grandma used to sing the song to me
when I was little. The other song I remember my grandma singing is “This Little Light of Mine.” Last summer, this
song became my favorite song, so much so that whenever I hear the song I smile.
Last summer
I attended the Iowa Christian Leadership Institute (CLI) in Boone. The week I spent at CLI was one of the best weeks of my
life.
On our last
night at CLI we had a special prayer session with the laying of hands and the distribution of candles. After the laying on
of hands, I felt an immense calm sweep over me, a comforting feeling of peace. As the candles were distributed, the song “This
Little Light of Mine” was sung. I soon felt the corners of my mouth curl upwards. I was smiling and I couldn’t
stop. Those next few moments, holding the light of Christ in my hands, I felt the happiest I have ever felt.
I was experiencing
the joy of Jesus, the terrific love of God. It was through my experiences at CLI that I came to feel the unceasing love of
God. I have always been a Catholic, but I had never before felt the immense flood of joy that overwhelms both body and soul.
I have been
very blessed to live in a home full of love, but the unceasing love of our God and Savior is so much more than even the greatest
of human love. God’s love is perfect love, the example of love described in St. Paul’s first letter to the Corinthians:
“Love
is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, it is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own
interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury, it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with
the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.” (1 Cor. 13)
(Susan
Gates was a member of the 2006-2007 Diocesan Youth Ministry Committee. This article appeared in the Catholic Messenger
in March 2007)